beauty

 “Id like to hear you play” i said as his dark eyes met mine, he pulled me along, sitting me on the bench beside him. His hand grasp mine as he stared into my curious face, he gave me a long exasperated look, then turned to the black and white keys. And then his fingers flowed swiftly over the ivory, and the room was filled with composition, so complex; made me feel at ease.
I found it impossible to believe that only one pair of hands was playing. I felt my chin drop and my mouth went dry, I stared at him in astonishment.
He looked back still playing, his look was casually, the  music was still surrounding us no break or pause, the essence of brilliancy filled the room as his fingers gently met the keys.
“Do you like it?” he asked with his soothing voice.
“i don’t understand, you wrote this?”
He only nodded.
I closed my eyes, i felt lost in the bitter sweetness of his melody, i felt insignificant.
the music slowed into something softer, i recognised the percussion as it weaved through the profusion of notes,  making me feel weak as i sat beside him.
“You inspire this” He did not make eye contact with me, as i tried to do with him.
“ I have many things i must admit to you” the lullaby became louder as if he was trying to portray his confusion of feeling through his music.
The music became unbearably sweet, i couldn’t resist, i could not speak.
“I love you, you are my life now” he sounded profound and shocked as he said this. His face looked guilty as he swallowed and caught his breath still playing.
“Im here now admitting this because; i have always loved you, and always will”  He seemed confused again, his head tilted away. He paused dropping his hand to the side; before i could speak he was playing again, a soft lullaby. He knew i was more at ease this way, the music took away the inhibitions between the both of us.
“You came into my life so bright with elegance, and i fell, like i have never fallen before. There was such beauty and splendour”
I stuttered in my state of startle, a rabbit in head lights i stared, where could i hide, know where, i didn’t want to, i wanted his words to weave through me. It was like a surge. My heart pounded, i believed him.
“Look after my heart, ive left it with you, i trust you” his husk voice, embedded in my ears.
“Id rather die than be with anyone but you”.
Softly he brushed my cheek, then held my face in his cold hands “Stay very still”.
I felt threatened by his abundant stop of playing and his imperative demand.
“I don’t know how, i can be close to you, you are danger, i have never felt so fearful, but i feed off that”.
The quietness, was so loud in my ears as his hand drew me closer to his face, i felt insecure,  i felt venerable.
“You are the very best part of me, you complete me”

XFactor

The 2 and a half hour bliss of XFactor last night,
My girl crush Cher in my opinion was fantastic
Aswell as Aiden And the Tesco Lady

But who else....? they were the only people.

Mary Byrne, Tesco lady
 She made the hairs on the back of my neck stick up it was such a beautiful and divaish performance!

But not so keen on this look ^ hey she looks like Bloody Dawn French!


Aiden Grimshaw!

What can i say performance with a character as well as singing, it was brilliant i even found my dad entised in the TV and he hates the XFACTOR!
Even though he looked quite scary that was the clever thing about it, because he understood the song! Unlike most people.... :)


Cher Lloyld!

Her eyebrows okay are weird, and she is extremely skinny. But beside that her performance wasn't up there with aidens and marys, but all the teens are gonna love her. Cause as Cheryl said "she right up my street"!
I love  her whole attitude, and she can only rap cause have you heard how low her voice is .... Wow!!


Belle Amie,

Were my favourite at first  But they really disappointed me, they just didn't work, :( come on Belle Amie ! i know they can sing!!

Attractive.. Huh?

Today in class the boys decided to stay with us because it was raining, and we got onto the subject of as boys say "FIT girls". I remember there being a girl who left about a year ago in our class that the boys used to drule over.. but I couldn't understand why!
Hmm,
- odd dress sense
-Greasy dark hair
-Funny teeth
- Smoked weed etc.
- And smelt of it!
- weird tree trunk legs
- And hangs herself around a pole for a hobby  Oh yes folks !

I just didn't get it, but they said she was " WELL FIT" leaving me and Anna slightly confused :S!
Then we realised she was
- well up for it all
- Nice body (accept from the legs)
- Nice eyes
- Big Boobs!!
- And hangs herself around a pole for a hobby

LOL.. now we get it!

That really says a lot about a boys mind doesn't it! Jee's!

Beauty and mostly Personality lads COME ON!!!!... Also brains helps!


Aha im happy my boyfriend doesn't think like that, 18 months today :) bless him <3
... well I hope he doesn't 

Disagree Maybe

Anna and I were just saying,  Why did bloody Cheryl Cole herself  not put through poor Gamu Nhengu!
WHAT WAS SHE THINKING!!!
 How beauiful and new Gamu voice is, id buy her records anyday !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRG7N_koxF0

Gamu

Isnt she just amazing, aparently auto tuned though? still good :)

http://x-factor-uk.blogspot.com/

^ This Guys saying Gamu is a wildcard, and she went out for publicity and then is coming back....?
Maybe its true,
Simon Cowell thought on his feet their didnt he!!

And i will have to admit I am a bit of a Cher FAN !! Love her !
but probably only put through cause she can sell records, but still LOVE HER! >

Turn My Swaggg Onn!

Loving These

There are some absolute Beautys on here picture wise
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My Caption of life ^ 

Always Believing

Captures the Sunshine and beauty :)

Oh what i love most sitting in bed and thinking
and obviously sleeping!!

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The Essence of Friendship

Oh how i do love my friends, Anna, Rosie, Charley and.... Andie ( well sort of) i cant really decide whether i could class either Charley or Andie as my friend?
They have a vicious circle, but what goes around comes around i guess, just let them be.

Poor Rosie has been put on a strict diet due to some sort of illness she has to do with the bowls, so she is eating nothing containing wheat, ... which inevitably leads to one thing ... salad salad and morrre yummy salad!
Rabbit food as i call it, but there is one problem you see with me calling it rabbit food, my friend Andie has her top jaw which sticks out above her bottom, a deformity of hers, and all the boys in our year call her a rabbit. As cruel that may sound. But hey its school we are teens, what can we do?

So me essentially being me i go ahead because i am so intelligent and say " Rosie, your eating rabbit food!"
Everyone then starts chuckling away whilst im bemused, wondering what they are laughing about (i had no idea believe me).

I have NEVER in my life had such dagger eyes thrown at me. Andie turn snarling, her big teeth sticking out over her bottom lip. Anna cant seem to contain herself and burst out laughing, then leading me to laugh!"

"PAA!" Anna cries she is nearly wetting herself along with Rosie!

I felt so bad, but "I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT!"

Oh god no!.... "*.... Your so pathetic! IMMATURE and PATHETIC!
oh dear Andieeee got a little bit stressed! then walked out!


Arrrh :) the true wonders of friendship eh! They are so freaking hilarious when you have such a dumb friend like me !






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